'You, you remind me yeah
You remind me of such sweet memories...'
Dawn
had slipped one of her favorite CDs inside the player. Holding the remote control
in her hand, she wondered if the volume was too high and would disturb her guest.
She glanced in the direction of the bathroom where the shower had just turned
off. Lucky had had a rough day. After the scene between him and Bobbie, knowledge
of his living status swept through the hospital like wildfire. He barely had time
to think before someone else had approached him and welcomed him back to the land
of the living. After a while, the crowd dwindled and Dawn went to him. Faint lines
of strain and tension stretched from the corners of his eyes. Feeling that she could
help, Dawn held her hand out to him, he took it, and she brought him home.
Now,
with dinner on its way in the form of Domino's, she hoped that with relaxed conversation
and Mary J's soothing voice, both she and Lucky would find a way to wind down from
their stressful lives.
"Hi, there."
"Lucky," she
murmured his name with a smile. Her gaze left her entertainment center and drifted
across the room to the man whose presence sent currents through her. Moistening
her lips with the tip of her tongue, she couldn't tear her eyes from him. His hair,
still damp from the shower, was neatly combed. A dark blue shirt hung loosely on
him. The opened buttons revealed a glistening, hairless chest. She looked lower
and saw that the top of button of his jeans were undone, revealing that a thin line
of hair extended much lower than she had a right to even think about.
A
little embarrassed by her shameless gawking, she quickly lifted her eyes to his.
The intensity of his stare unnerved her. She fumbled slightly as she thought quickly
to save herself. "I-Is this too loud? I can turn it down."
'I
saw you before baby
It's a de ja vu honey
Don't you know that you remind me...'
He
came towards her. He took the remote control from her, making sure to brush his
fingers against hers. Still staring into her chestnut brown eyes, he said, "Turn
down Mary? Never. I like it. It sounds great like this."
"Are
you sure? I thought you had a headache-"
He pressed his fingers against
her mouth. "I'm positive. I think we can even turn it up...just a notch or
two." Using the remote, he adjusted the volume. He then set the remote on
one of the shelves before turning back to her. He took her hand and led her toward
the sofa. As they sat down, he said, "Very relaxing. How did you know?"
She
smiled gently at him. "It wasn't hard to guess. You've had one for the history
books."
"Did you get everything down? I know that after the slap,
things happened kinda quickly..."
"I can't put that in the book,"
she said, lowering her eyes to the miniscule space that separated them. She shifted
on the sofa, bringing her thigh closer to his. Tremors shook her as he moved and
pressed his thigh hard against hers. Slowly, she raised her eyes back to his. "I
wouldn't invade a moment like that."
"Of course," he murmured.
He reached for her hand. "I was just teasing. I know that you wouldn't do
that."
"I wish that today could have been different," she said,
watching him as he studied their hands. She wondered what he was thinking and if
she asked, would he tell her. "The scene must have been hard, right?"
"Torture,"
he said, quietly. He pressed their hands together as he studied them. Her soft
hands were small against his that were larger and harder. "Amazing how such
small hands can write such large books." Lacing their fingers together, he
added, "Today would have been different if I hadn't screwed it all up. I wanted
more time. I should have realized... My Aunt didn't deserve to find out about me
that way. The slap was a given and God knows I had it coming."
Her hand
lifted to stroke his slightly reddened cheek. Her hand was cool against his warm
flesh. Her heart swelled with longing when he pressed his cheek into her palm.
"Do you think she'll forgive you?"
"She already has."
He moved on the sofa so that he faced her more fully.
Dawn started at the
predatory gleam in his sapphire eyes. Swallowing hard, she choked out, "Lucky..."
He silenced her with his fingertips to her lips again. Then, suddenly
his mouth was just inches from hers. "May I kiss you?"
"Yes."
His
lips pressed hungrily against her. A roving tongue slipped inside her mouth, exploring
her sweetness. Tempting and tantalizing, he devoured her mouth. With sensual strokes
and exquisite gentleness, he demanded a response.
Surrendering to his passionate
request, Dawn melted. As the pace quickened and low moans escaped from both of them,
she knew without any doubt that she would give herself to him totally and completely.
She burned inside to make it so.
Releasing her lips for air, Lucky stared
deeply into her eyes. He brushed her kiss-swollen lips with the pads of his thumbs.
"When I came back here, I had no idea something like this would happen."
"Something
like what?" she queried. Her stared back at him, searching his darkened eyes
for answers. He wanted her. Of that, she was sure. But there was more. She had
to know what else he was thinking of. She wanted to know if he was as much in love
with her as she with him.
"You," he answered slowly, "and me.
You were a real pain in the ass at first and I couldn't wait to get rid of you.
Now, faster than the speed of light, everything has changed. I can't imagine not
being near you."
"You want to make love with me?" she asked
him. Chewing her bottom lip, she hoped that he wanted more than that. Her eyes
lowered as she waited for him to answer.
"Yes," he murmured. He
placed his fingers underneath her chin and gently lifted so that her eyes were on
his again. "I'm not good with this mushy stuff. I have my moments, but on
the whole... What I'm feeling right now, isn't just about sex, Dawn. I'm trying
to tell you that I've fallen for you. I'm in love with you."
Eyes wide
with hope, a tentative smile formed on her lips. "Are you sure?"
He
laughed softly at her response. "Is that the best you can do? How do you feel
about me?"
"What?" she asked, joining him in soft laughter.
"I thought it was obvious. I'm in love with you, too."
His laughter
ceased and a smile of relief brought a flush to his cheeks. "It wasn't obvious
to me. Knowing for sure makes all the difference."
Brushing his knuckles
against the soft swell of her cheeks, Lucky lowered his mouth to hers again.
Dawn
felt his touch everywhere at once. His lips tugged and suckled hungrily on hers.
His hands roved over body, molding to her curves and causing her to tingle. Still
kissing her deeply, he moved them until he lay on his back with her on top of him.
His hands continued to roam. Her jeans felt non-existent as he cupped her bottom,
pressing her fully against his hardness. Heat coursed through both of him, and their
labored breathing drowned out the melodious sounds coming from the CD player.
"Oh,
Lucky, please don't stop," Dawn pleaded when his lips left her mouth to nibble
along her jawline and throat. One hand slid up over her body to cup her full breast.
She moaned low in her throat as his hands enslaved her.
"I won't,"
he promised. The hand that cupped her breast moved underneath her sweater. With
nimble fingers, he unhooked her bra. The flimsy lace was pulled up, giving his fingers
room to knead her flesh and roll her hardened peaks between his thumb and forefinger.
"You feel so good," he told her before he raised his head to devour her
lips in another devastating kiss.
They were lost and they both knew it. Neither
cared. Their bodies ached to burn out the flame that had ignited between them.
The point of turning back had long since passed and to prove it, soon clothing littered
the floor in front of the sofa. Sighs and moans reverberated in the condo. Satisfaction
was close at hand.
In the background, a knock followed by the buzzer sounded
at Dawn's door. Neither of them heard it until the knocking became more insistent.
Grudgingly, they pulled apart.
"They're late," Lucky grumbled with
a scowl on his face.
Not wanting to move away from his warmth, Dawn continued
to lie against him. "Who?" she asked, her head resting on his chest.
"Who's late?"
"Domino's," he said. The knocking sounded
at the door again and the scowl darkened. "Are you still hungry?" he asked
her. "Or do you want me to get rid of them?"
She placed a feather
soft kiss on his bare, muscled chest. "Get rid of them."
"You
got it," he replied in a husky murmur. Before he extricated himself from her,
he scorched her with another feverish kiss. Almost nude, he rose from the sofa.
As he tugged on his jeans, there were more knocks on the door. "I'm coming!"
he yelled as he pulled on his shirt and stomped towards the door. Once he was there,
he glanced over at her and said, "Are you ready?"
While Lucky had
been getting dressed, so was Dawn. She shoved her bra into the folds of her sofa
and straightened her sweater over her. Brushing her hair down with the palm of her
hand, she nodded. "Okay."
He gave her a sweet smile and then as
he turned back towards the door and the incessant knocking, the scowl returned.
As he wrenched open the door, he said, "It had better be hot and I'm not paying
for it either!"
"I'm not hot and I don't want your money. All I
want is the truth. I think I deserve that, don't you?"
Lucky's mouth
dropped open as he stared into a pair of disillusioned brown eyes. He could just
barely choke out her name. "Elizabeth."
'Dreamin', I must be dreamin'
Or am I really lyin' here with you...'
A
few blocks away, another couple was becoming closer. Lying in his large queen-size
bed, Matt held Ellen close within his arms. Tenderly, his dark brown eyes gazed
down upon her lovely face. In the back of his mind, he had often dreamt of a second
chance with her and now it had finally come true. He was certain that he was the
luckiest man in the world.
'Baby, you take me in your arms
And though
I'm wide-awake
I know my dream is comin' true...'
"Karen is so
right," he murmured as brushed away a few curly strands of her from her forehead.
"Karen?"
Ellen asked. "Dr. Wexler? What is she right about?"
Matt laughed
softly. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean that Karen. I meant Karen Carpenter. I
keep hearing her voice in my head and the words she's singing... They're perfect
for this moment."
She shifted to rest on her forearm, looking down at
him as he smiled up at her. "What's the song? I'd like to hear it, too."
"'I
Just Fall in Love Again,'" he answered. "Do you know that one?"
Nodding
her head, she began to sing softly, "Heaven is that moment when I look into
your eyes...and when I do...Can't help myself, I fall in love with you..."
He
smiled at her. "That was almost perfect."
"Almost?" she
questioned his gentle teasing. Her smile was bright as their eyes locked.
His
voice was husky as he answered her. "I stand corrected, my love. There's no
almost to it. A little off key or not, you are perfection."
"So
are you," she told him.
Leaning down, she softly kissed his lips.
His mouth parted underneath hers and her kiss deepened. Insistent and maybe a little
demanding, her tongue slipped between his parted lips. In an instant, Matt took
control of the kiss. Threading his fingers in her curly brown locks, he angled her
head, opening her up more to his now insistent, demanding tongue.
Low, guttural
moans emitted from both of their throats. The sound was primal. Clearly, it expressed
how needy they were for each other. But just because they were in need, was the
time right? Matt wondered and slowly, he broke the kiss.
"What's wrong?"
Ellen immediately asked. Her soft fingertips trailed across his sculpted cheekbones.
They moved lower until they rested just a breath away from his soft, full mouth.
"Matt?"
"Is this too fast?" he asked. He caught her
fingers in his hand and raised them to his lips. He kissed each finger before he
laced their fingers together. "Just because we left the living room and came
in here... Well, that doesn't mean we have to make love..."
"You
don't want to?" she asked, unable to mask the hurt she felt. It shone in her
eyes and colored her voice.
"I want you!" he quickly corrected her.
"Ellen, I've wanted you forever. I just wanted to make sure that you want
this. We don't have to make love now if you're not ready to."
She pulled
her hand free and moved to a sitting position on the bed. She looked down at him
again. Staring at him with unreadable eyes, she asked, "So you don't think
I'm ready?"
"Are you?" he asked, watching her closely.
She
didn't respond with words. She raised her hand to her blouse and slowly unbuttoned
it. When the blouse hung loosely on her shoulders, she shrugged out of it. Her
fingers then moved to the front clasp of her lacy black bra. Moistening her mouth
with the tip of her tongue, in a husky whisper she answered him. "I'm ready."
While
watching her, Matt had lost his ability to speak. When her fingers twisted to undo
the clasp, his voice returned. "Allow me."
He covered her fingers
with his and he undid the clasp. Sliding his fingers over the swell of her breasts,
he followed the line of her bra to reach her bra straps. His fingers hooked the
black material and pulled. The bra fell from her, giving him the perfect view of
her full, soft mounds. He took her breasts in his hands, gently caressing her.
She moaned his name over and over.
"Matt...Matt...Matt..."
He
responded to her gentle pleading. His mouth closed over her soft flesh. His tongue
burned her with its hot flicks against her hard pebbles. He blew gently to quell
the flames, but that only intensified the heat. She continued to moan his name.
Ellen
grasped his head, pressing him to her. "It's been too long," she whispered
to him.
His mouth moved to the valley between her breasts. Kissing her softly,
he moved up. His mouth and teeth nibbled on her throat, her earlobes until they
finally reached her mouth again. Another inflammatory kiss rendered them breathless.
'And,
oh, I just fall in love again
Just one touch and then it happens every time
And
there I go I just fall in love again,
And when I do
Can't help myself, I fall
in love with you...
Can't help myself, I fall in love with you...'
Clothing
fell from them. The comforter and sheets covered the bed in mad disarray. Matt
and Ellen were entangled in a web of passionate desire and overwhelming love. They
wanted to take their time in reaching fulfillment, but that was not to be. Locked
within each other's arms, they reveled in their reunion, forgetting the forces that
had kept them apart for so long.
Lying on his side, Matt faced her. Her eyes
locked on his. She looked at him with unbridled passion and longing. He pressed
her back onto the bed again, burning to address the need he found in her beautiful
brown eyes. Starting with her face, his fingers lightly traced her features. Where
his fingers went, his lips followed as he placed kisses on her forehead, her eyebrows,
her nose, her cheeks and then on her lips.
Free of clothing, Ellen parted
her legs. As Matt settled himself between her thighs and his erection came into
contact with her silky smooth abdomen, Ellen plundered her tongue into his mouth.
She showed him exactly how she wanted him to love her when the moment arrived.
Matt understood and returned her deep, wet kiss with a passionate intensity that
shocked and thrilled both of them.
"Mm," he moaned as he tore his
lips from hers to continue on his exploration. Matt's fingers teased her neck and
his lips soon followed. He planted tiny kisses along her neck and then dipped lower
to bate her pulse with his tongue. When he heard her sigh, he smiled to himself
and then continued downward.
He paused for a moment when he came to her
breasts. His hand cupped her breast and his thumb lightly stroked the hard brown
peak. Ellen had always been so sensitive there. One little touch sent her reeling.
As he contemplated how he wanted to handle the situation, he could feel her eyes
boring into him. She was holding her breath in anticipation of his next movement.
The sense of power he held over her at that moment caused him to grin as he looked
into her frustrated brown eyes. He laughed softly as she begged, "Please, Matt."
His
breath tickled her breasts as he blew on them again. His eyes lit up as he watched
the rock hard peaks harden even more.
"Matt..." she groaned as
she placed her hands in his hair, urging him to hurry and give her what her body
craved.
He acquiesced to her demands and lowered his head to one breast.
Taking his time, he licked tiny circles around her nipple. Listening to her groan
and moan his name aroused him and he found that the more she moaned the more he needed
to hear it.
When his tongue finally connected with her nub, she clutched
his head to her breast. Running her fingers through his short, dark hair, she sighed
and whimpered. Subconsciously, she rubbed her lower body against his. "Oh..."
Her
need for him had risen to exceptional proportions. He wanted to fulfill her, yet,
he wasn't ready to take her. He wanted to go slowly. He wasn't ready for their
lovemaking to end. At least, not yet.
Ellen couldn't wait. She wrapped her
legs around his waist. Her pelvis thrust upwards against his, grinding even more
against his hard erection.
"Ellen." Now it was his turn to moan
her name. She was making restraint difficult. Maybe he should give her a little
taste of what she so obviously craved.
His mouth moved to her other breast,
as his hand moved to plant itself between them. He lightly caressed her moist mound,
sliding his fingers through her dampness. Ellen pressed herself into his hand and
begged, "Matt, please!"
He eased one finger inside of her and began
to move slowly in and out. His thumb moved to caress her small erect nub as he raised
his head from her breast. He watched her closely as she neared climax. Once she
was almost there, he pulled his hand away. Her eyes flew to his and as she moaned,
"No..."
Lowering his head to hers, he lightly kissed her. His hands
caressed the length of her legs and back up again. His mouth opened wide over hers,
devouring her in more white-hot kisses.
As his lips and tongue possessed
her, one hand stole between their bodies. With sensual tenderness, her small hand
guided him inside of her. She felt him tremble as he filled her with his hardness.
Her legs wrapped around his again and she grabbed his rear as he rocked her with
slow, deep thrusts.
Matt shuddered as Ellen caressed his behind and pressed
him inside of her even more. With each caress and each thrust, he felt himself growing
closer and closer to the edge. He wanted to slow down and make the moment last,
but he found he could not as he reached his release. His consolation was that Ellen's
release occurred at the same time as his.
Later, as he held her close in his
arms, he heard her sigh softly against his chest. His hand lightly trailed her back
as he pulled her against him. "Something wrong?"
"No. Everything's
perfect," she murmured.
"That's what we've always been," he
told her, moving his head so that he could look into her warm brown eyes. "We're
perfect together, Ellen. Don't ever forget that."
"Never,"
she said, shaking her head in firm denial. "I will never forget it as long
as I live. You're the one for me, Dr. Harmon. Always and forever."
Staring
into her eyes, he felt her love enfold him. His need for her began to grow again.
He pulled her on top of him. His fingers lost themselves in her curls as he lowered
her face to his and kissed her. The second time, they moved much slower.
(Author's note: Song credit for "You Remind Me" goes to Mary J. Blige. Song credit for "I Just Fall In Love Again" goes to The Carpenters.