Gina slammed the backdoor shut behind her. A red haze of anger clouded her eyes
and she could barely see straight. Never before had she been so infuriated. Simone,
Dawn and Audrey had all warned her that motherhood would change her. Motherhood
would make her strong as a bear and God help the man, woman, or child who would cause
of any her little twin cubs any pain. At the time of the warnings, Gina had brushed
her friends' words aside. She didn't anymore. She now knew exactly what they were
talking about.
"OH!" she cried in anger, pushing her way through
the swinging doors. A squeal of surprised squeaked from her as a pair of strong
hands grabbed her.
"What's wrong?"
"What are you doing
home?"
Tommy and Gina asked the questions simultaneously. Surprise and
relief shone in Gina's eyes. She wrapped her arms around her husband and gave him
a fierce hug. He stroked her back in return, pressing her to his massive chest.
"I'm
so glad you're home," she sighed against him.
"I'm glad to be here,"
he replied. "At first, I wasn't so sure you were happy to see me. You're really
wound up. What's up?"
"Ciarda…" she said as they ended their
embrace and joined hands. She moved slowly behind him as he guided her down the
hallway to their shared home office. "I can't grasp what's going on with her."
"Did
something happen while I was away?" he asked. His green eyes darkened with
concern. They sat down on the sofa and he wrapped his arm around her shoulders.
"I'm sorry that I wasn't here. I should have been."
"Sweetheart,
it wasn't anything big. It's just that…" Gina shifted to face him. Worry
was etched in her eyes as she looked at him. "I drove past the school today
and I saw that Ciarda was all alone on the playground. She seemed so sad and lonely.
I wanted to do something, but I wasn't sure if I should. It's not like I can force
the other kids to play with her."
"She was alone?" Tommy repeated.
"What about Alanna? Why wasn't she playing with her sister?"
"They
have recess at different times," she explained. "Yesterday, I tried to
talk to her teacher, but there was a teacher conference after school."
"Well,
we can do it today," Tommy said. His lean, bronze fingers trailed down her
porcelain cheek. Frowning, he said, "This is really bothering you, isn't it?"
"Yeah,"
she said in a hoarse voice. "She looked so sad. I can't bear to see her like
that."
"Neither can I," he admitted. "How was she while
I was gone? Was she like that here, too?"
"No," Gina shook
her head. "She and Alanna played just like they usually do and with Shana arriving
last night, this place was a playground. By the way, your sister is with Keesha.
She and Jason invited us over for dinner tonight and I told them yes. I hope that
I didn't speak too soon."
"No, that's fine," he said, smiling.
"How is my little sister? Did Sonny say what was going on?"
"Dara
is sick. She's being treated in Paris."
"Nikolas never mentioned
it. How bad off is she?"
Gina's eyes clouded over. "No one else
knows about this and we're not to say anything. Not even to Dawn. Dara is almost
comatose. She's in and out consciousness and none of the doctors have any idea why.
Simone went over to help."
"Oh, boy," Tommy whispered as he
rubbed his hand over his face. "I thought it was odd that she and Alex weren't
there for the baby's party, but I never expected this. I think they're wrong not
to let Dawn in on this."
"I agree, but I gave Sonny my word,"
Gina said. "I told him that you wouldn't say anything."
"I
won't," Tommy agreed, "but I still think it's wrong."
~*~
"I
didn't say anything before, but um…well, the dress you were looking at the other
day was really prêt-um, I mean cool."
Grace smiled at Michael and stole
a french fry from his tray. "Thanks. My mom has good taste."
"Yeah,
Auntie Keesha's the best," he agreed. Michael cleared his throat. Using the
sun as his excuse, he pushed his chair closer to her. "These breezes are easier
to deal with in the sun."
"Yeah," Grace agreed, "but I
just love the Fall, don't you? Pretty soon, we'll have to eat lunch inside. I'm
glad we have a few more weeks left."
"Yeah, me too." Michael
looked at Grace and smiled. For a second his father and uncle's words of wisdom
came back to him. He ignored their voices and decided to concentrate on Grace.
Her face was zit-free, her lips rosy and her hair gleamed in the sunlight. He remembered
a time when the sight of her hair made him want to tack it to a desk. Now, all he
wanted to do was run his fingers through her hair. Sometimes he dreamed of how the
silken tresses would feel against his skin and how fresh her hair smelled…
"Michael?"
Grace asked, interrupting his thoughts. "Is something wrong? You look funny.
Are you getting sick?"
"No!" he said quickly. Swallowing
hard, he pushed away from the lunch table. Around him, the other students had begun
to walk around the grounds, wasting a few moments before the afternoon bell rang.
Suddenly, an idea came to him. Trying to appear nonchalant, he looked down at Grace.
"Wanna go down by the bleachers? We have a few minutes before 5th period."
"Sure,"
she said, pushing away from the table to join him. A smile curved upon her lips
as Michael took their trays and deposited them in their proper place. "Thanks."
"No
problem," he shrugged. "Ready?"
"I'm right behind you,"
she told him.
They walked away from the outdoors cafeteria in silence. Both
were content to have some time alone together. Over the summer, the relationship
they shared where they teased each other unmercifully had changed. Shy glances and
nervous giggles had replaced bike rides and games of tag and chase. Something was
blossoming between them, leaving them both curious and anxious to spend even more
time together.
"Are you going out for baseball this year?" Grace
asked as they reached the chain linked fence. She turned her attention away from
the track team to look at him. "I think you should."
"You
think so?" he asked. His chest puffed up with pride as she vigorously nodded.
"I hadn't thought about it. Maybe I will. What about George? Is he trying
out?"
"He's thinking about. He and Daddy go to the batting cage
and practice sometimes. You should go with them."
Michael shrugged.
A breeze blew a few strands of hair into his face, and he tossed his head to clear
the hair from his eyes. "I'm always hanging out with Uncle Jase and George.
I bet George gets tired of it. I'll sit this one out."
"Why would
you say that?" Grace asked, fully turning her back to the field. She leaned
against the fence as she waited for his response.
"I dunno. I'd get
irritated if someone hung out with me and my Dad as much as I hang out with yours,"
he said with a faint laugh. "Besides, if I ask my Dad, he'll go with me. No
big deal."
"Well, if you're sure," she said with a slight frown.
"I hope this doesn't mean you won't come over like you used to." She paused
and then added, "Did George say something to you?"
"Nah,"
he shook his head. "George? C'mon, Grace. You know how George is. He's cool
about everything. I'm the one who'd lose it."
With a grin, she nodded.
"That's true."
"Hey! I'm not that bad."
Laughing,
she told him. "Not all the time. You come by it naturally though."
At
her innocent jibe, Michael stiffened. "I guess being a mental case does run
in the family."
Grace's laughter died. Her hand reached for his. "I
didn't mean it that way. I wasn't talking about…her. I was talking about Grandpa
Edward. I'm sorry."
Michael's fingers laced with Grace's. A part of
him was glad to have an excuse to hold her hand, but the rest of him couldn't get
thoughts of his biological from his mind. "I knew you didn't meant it that
way. I just get scared sometimes… I don't want to be like her."
"You're
not," Grace reassured him.
"Thanks," Michael said, his expression
serious. "If I tell you something, can you promise not to tell anyone?"
"You
know I won't rat." She took a step closer to him. "What's up?"
"You
know how my Dad got another bodyguard for me, right?"
"Sure,"
she said. With a nod of her chin, she gestured. "He's right over there. It's
not like you can miss him."
"Yeah," Michael said, rolling his
eyes. "Anyway, at first, I thought that Dad was losing it, but over the last
few days, I've been getting these weird vibes."
"What do you mean?"
"It
feels like someone is watching me," he whispered. "I get the creepy crawlies
on my neck like someone is right behind me. I turn around and no one's there."
"That's
scary," Grace said, her brown eyes shining with concern. "Maybe you should
tell Uncle AJ-"
"I can't," he said, shaking his head. "I
don't want him to freak out on me, and…what if I'm getting nutty? I don't want to
get shipped off to Ferncliff."
"Uncle AJ wouldn't do that!"
"Dad
wouldn't want to, but let's face it, Grace. Being mental is in the blood. I read
about it and I know."
"So what are you going to do?" she asked.
The school bell rang its first warning and they began to head to their classes.
"Maybe you should talk to Mama about it."
"I thought about
that, but I can't. She and Dad are too close. She'd tell him-"
"No,
she wouldn't!" Grace said in defense of her mother.
"She wouldn't
do it on purpose!" Michael explained himself. "But something might slip.
And there's something else that I thought of."
"What's that?"
she asked as they entered the school building. The other students brushed past them,
but the two teenagers were focused solely on each other. "What else could there
be?"
Michael concentrated on their linked hands. Taking his time, he
answered her. "There really could be someone out there watching me, and it
really could be my… her. She could be back, and if she is, Dad's right. She would
come after me."
"What are you gonna do?"
"Stop
her before she gets too close. She made her decision a long time ago. Carly Benson
is not my mother and she never will be."
~*~
Simone stood tall
under the scrutiny of her dearest friends. Their pain and anguish filled the room
and squeezed her chest. As a physician, she knew that she should keep a tight rein
on her emotions, but she couldn't. Carrie was one of her dearest friends. There
was no way Simone couldn't be emotional when told her and the rest of them what her
tests had discovered about Dara's condition.
"Simone, did you find anything?"
Alex asked. Unable to sit, he stood in the back of the conference room. His jaw
was tight and his voice was raw. He looked to her for the solution to his and his
wife's agony.
"Yes," she said. Clasping her hands in front of her,
she moved from the front of the room. She sat on the edge of the table. Her gaze
moved around the room. Carrie's hand clutched Stefan's. Stefan's emerald eyes bore
into Simone. Alex seemed ready to pounce and rightfully so. She looked over to
the window and felt a sense of relief as her rock gave a slight nod his head. Sonny's
black eyes encouraged her and gave her the strength to continue. "Dara has
a virus which has attacked her immune system."
"AIDS?" Carrie
croaked. "My daughter has AIDS?"
"No!" Alex cried, moving
closer to the group. "That can't be right, Simone. She was tested for that."
Simone
raised her hand to silence them. "I didn't say that she had AIDS. She has
an AIDS-like virus."
"Is there a cure?" Stefan asked, quietly.
Simone
gave him a long, hard look. She knew that he would be the one to ask the no-holds-barred
question. In the storm that was to come, Simone was glad that her friend would have
his quiet strength to keep her steady. Slowly, Simone shook her head.
"So,
Dara is going to die?" Alex asked. "That's what you're telling us, right?
How much longer does she have?"
"Alex, wait," Simone called
out as he moved to leave the room. Sonny took a step towards him, but Simone asked
him to be still with a small shake of her head. "Right now, there isn't a cure,
but there may be one soon. We're not giving up until we find it."
"We?"
Stefan asked.
"I don't want any more of these so called French specialists
touching her!" Carrie bit out. "They couldn't even give us a diagnosis."
"They're
not French," Simone reassured her. "We're getting help a little closer
to home." She gave her friends a gentle smile as she stepped back towards the
door. She pulled the door open and stood aside as her colleagues entered.
The
man moved slowly with the aid of a cane and the woman did not stray from his side.
The couple stopped at the front of the room. Simone went to stand beside them.
"After reviewing Dara's test results, I made a few phone calls and found out
that the best medical researchers and two very good friends were here in Paris.
In case you don't remember them, we have the best in the field…Drs. Ellen and Matt
Harmon."
"Can you save my wife?" Alex asked, moving to stand
before the doctors.
"We can't give you a guarantee," Ellen told
him.
"But we will do our damnedest to try," Matt reassured him.
"That's
all that we ask," Carrie said.