Chapter 39
Knowing conversation from the living room could easily
be heard upstairs, Felicia quickly pulled Luke into
the kitchen where they could be together unheard and
unobserved.
Throwing her arms around him, Felicia pulled Luke into
a kiss and whispered, "Oh Luke, you don't know how
much I have missed you."
After responding to her kiss for a few seconds, Luke
broke the kiss and replied, "I've missed you too
Darlin'." Disengaging himself from her embrace, Luke
clasped both of Felicia's hands in his and led her to
two stools next to a counter. "Let's sit down and
talk for a few minutes."
"Are you back in Port Charles for good?" Felicia asked
in a hopeful voice.
With a twinkle in his eyes Luke playfully chided
Felicia and said, "You should know better than to use
the phrase 'for good' and my name in the same
sentence." Luke's smile faded when he remembered the
purpose of his visit. Bobbie had been on his case for
a week to see Felicia and 'clean up the mess you
helped to make'. In Luke's opinion it was best for
him to steer clear of Felicia for a while and that she
was quite capable of taking care of herself. To which
Bobbie argued any woman infatuated with her brother
was a sure sign of temporary mental illness and for
better or worse, probably only Luke could get through
to Felicia during this period of her life.
Personally, Luke couldn't see why Felicia wanted to
stay with Mac Scorpio, who was much too tame in his
mid-life for a woman like Felicia. Maybe she was
going after Mac because she really felt that life with
him would be best for the girls. Or maybe she didn't
like being dumped by Mac so that he could take up
residence with the equally dull but fine-looking
A.D.A. But whatever her reasons, even Luke had to
agree with Bobbie that Felicia's obsessive and
sometimes vengeful pursuit of Mac would only end up
hurting herself and the girls even more, so it was
time for Luke to step in and talk to Felicia. Luke
started warily, "Bobbie had to run to the hospital and
asked me to stay with Maxie and Georgie until you got
back." Knowing the answer in advance, he queried,
"What would take you out on an awful day like today?"
Her voice dripping with disgust and shaking in anger,
Felicia told Luke of her unsuccessful plan to sabotage
Mac and Dara's getaway and of how her appearance
didn't seem to faze the cheating couple in the least.
But Felicia was hopeful that an upcoming news expose
of the married police commissioner and trampy A.D.A.'s
tryst in the woods would have Mac running back home.
Looking Felicia squarely in the eyes Luke bluntly
said, "Felicia, think! Why in the world would Mac
come back to you after you blared details of his love
life on the nightly news? And more importantly, why
would you want him to come back? Do you love him that
desperately?"
"Well, maybe Mac wouldn't want to come back but maybe
Dara Jensen will break up with him if the public
outcry is great enough," Felicia weakly reasoned.
"Believe me Felicia," Luke commented dismissively,
"from what I know of Dara Jensen, you're waiting your
time and effort. She's not going to break up with Mac
because of anything you will do. Once again I'm
asking, do you love him that much?"
Fighting back tears in her eyes Felicia cried
bitterly, "I love you Luke but I can't have you! And
I don't want to be alone. And the girls need Mac."
"Felicia you are a beautiful spirited independent
woman. You just aren't the woman destined to be with
me. But both of us know Mac isn't the man for you or
we would have never gotten together in the first
place. Cut your losses Sweetheart and move on. You
know you'll never be alone, not a beautiful woman such
as yourself. And for all his faults, Bubba will
probably always be there for the girls, no matter
what. Your friends, all of them - Bobbie, Tony, and
even me - will be here to help you. But it is time to
make a clean break with Scorpio before one of you end
up doing something you both will regret." Luke
sincerely hoped Felicia would listen to him. This
stalker role certainly didn't suit her and even though
he wasn't in love with her, he did care for Felicia.
Wiping her eyes, Felicia sniffled and locked gaze with
Luke again. "You'll be here to help me?"
Sighing deeply, Luke responded cautiously, "I'm your
friend Felicia. One of your many friends in Port
Charles and yes, I will help you."
~~~****~~~~
Upon arriving in Port Charles, Mac dropped Dara by her
apartment and promised to return in a few hours. He
then proceeded to the police station where Marcus
Taggert briefed him on the weekend events. Apparently
the local criminals had decided to make love not war
over the Valentine's Day weekend. No urgent work
matters required Mac's immediate attention so his stay
at the station was less than an hour. Wondering how
Kevin held up over the weekend, Mac made an impromptu
stop at the lighthouse.
Mac sharply inhaled his breath as an obviously bruised
and battered Kevin greeted him. "Kevin, what happened
to you?" His friend's left cheek was swollen with a
painful-looking bruise.
Kevin gestured for Mac to enter, replying, "I guess
you can say I had a run-in with Matt Harmon's fist.
Come on in Mac. I'm glad that you and Dara are back."
Grabbing two beers from the refrigerator in the
kitchen, Mac returned to the living room and handed
one to Kevin, who was sitting in the lounge chair.
Settling himself on the couch, Mac took a sip of the
Amstel light beer and shot Kevin a quizzical glance.
"Are you going to tell me what happened or do you want
to hear about the great weekend Dara and I had?"
Kevin winced and shifted uncomfortably in his chair as
he remembered the turbulent events of the past 3 days.
"From my answer to your first question it shouldn't
take a genius to figure out what happened," was the
uncharacteristically harsh response from Kevin.
Immediately contrite, he looked apologetically at Mac
and said, "Sorry. I haven't seen Ellen since Friday
night and my nerves are frayed right now." During the
next 15 minutes Kevin told Mac of the Valentine Day's
dinner, Lucy's discovery of his feelings for Ellen,
the breakup of Matt & Ellen's engagement, and of
Matt's visit to Kevin's office.
After Kevin's recitation of the weekend's events, Mac
released a long low whistle. It wasn't necessary for
Mac to remind Kevin "I told you so." It was a
certainty once Kevin told Ellen of his feelings a lot
of emotional upheaval would follow. But it was
difficult watching his friend who was obviously in
despair. "What is worrying you Kevin? Is it only
because you haven't heard from Ellen?"
Raking his dark brown hair with his fingers, Kevin
struggled to explain his anxiety. "It isn't just
that. I know now that Ellen isn't going to marry Matt
and is willing to give us a chance. I knew and you as
good as warned me of the repercussions of my pursuit
of Ellen. She did too. And I ignored the warnings; I
wanted her in my life not only as a friend but also as
the woman I loved and who would love me. But after
seeing Lucy's reaction on Friday night and especially
seeing Matt today," Kevin's voice trailed off and he
swallowed hard, "If I were truly remorseful I'd say I
shouldn't have done it. I can't say that. But I hate
the pain that is a direct result of my actions. If I
feel like this I can only imagine how Ellen feels
right now."
Ready to change the subject from his personal
problems, Kevin asked Mac about his weekend getaway
with Dara. Keenly watching his best friend, Kevin
suppressed a smile as he watched Mac blush a few times
while he remembered his adventures with Dara but
obviously glossed over relaying some of the details to
Kevin. Neither Mac nor Kevin were the type of men who
would share details of intimate encounters but it was
plain to see that Mac and Dara made the most of the
Valentine weekend together. And Kevin was truly happy
for them. After Mac's hellish year in 2001 with
Felicia, no one deserved more happiness than his
friend. Kevin shook his head in disbelief upon
hearing of Felicia and Robin's surprise visit,
especially since he hadn't known Robin was in town.
He remarked, "It's a pity that Felicia is roping
Robin's into her antics. Maybe I should give Robin a
call tomorrow and see how she's doing."
Standing up and preparing to leave, Mac replied, "Only
if you have time." Raising his eyebrows slightly he
observed, "You have enough on your hands at the
moment. I plan to spend some more time with Robin
before she leaves and I can tell her hello for you."
As they walked towards the front door Mac caught sight
of a car approaching the lighthouse and said, "It
looks like I'm leaving at the appropriate moment."
Kevin looked through the window and saw Ellen
alighting from her car. Opening the door, he greeted
her quietly by saying hello and ushered her into the
room. After exchanging greetings, Mac made a speedy
exit, offering to see himself out and whispered "Good
luck" to Kevin as he left.
Ellen raised her hand and gingerly touched Kevin's
swollen cheek. Word had spread like wildfire at
General Hospital of the fight between Kevin and Matt.
Apparently Grace, who was as usual hovering in Matt's
vicinity, saw him leave Kevin's office and noticed his
slightly injured hand. After insisting on treating
his hand, Grace heard the whole story from Matt and
promptly forwarded the information to Amy Vining.
Gently examining the bruise, Ellen could see that no
bone was broken and surmised it would heal within a
week or two. Relishing the feel of her soft hand on
his face and immensely relieved Ellen was standing
here so close to him, Kevin turned his face slightly
and kissed the palm of her hand. Moving his kisses to
her wrist, Kevin whispered huskily, "I have missed you
so much."
Ellen's breath caught in her throat and through
half-closed eyes she gazed at Kevin. Surely his lips
could feel her pulse beat uncontrollably. Reminding
herself she needed to keep a grip on her emotions - at
least for now - and first things first, she lead Kevin
to the couch and instructed him to sit still.
Disappearing into the bathroom, Ellen returned a few
moments later with a white facecloth and a small dish
of warm water mixed with Epson salts. Dipping the
facecloth in the water, she pressed it gently on the
bruise. Responding to Kevin's smile she admitted,
"I've missed you too, very much." After continuing to
press the cloth against his face for a few more
minutes Ellen asked, "Does it feel better?"
"Much better," replied Kevin, giving Ellen a look
letting her know he wasn't only referring to the wound
on his face. Smiling and blushing slightly, Ellen
moved the dish and washcloth to the coffee table and
sat back on the couch with Kevin.
"So," Kevin asked, "should we use today's date in the
future as our anniversary date?" Ellen regarded Kevin
with a look mixed with shock and amusement as Kevin
pulled her closer to him and continued, "I mean, is
this the day we became a couple?"
After several seconds of reflection, Ellen observed,
"I think Friday night is when I knew and finally
admitted to myself that we were destined to be more
than 'just friends' but because the last few days have
been so painful, yes, in the future we should remember
today as the day we became a couple. But..." Ellen
paused in her speech and bit her bottom lip. Hearing
the concern and hesitation in her voice, Kevin cupped
her chin so that they could gaze directly in each
other's eyes.
"Yes?" He encouraged her to continue speaking.
"We've hurt and disappointed people Kevin, and we need
to deal with the fallout of what we've done. We are
best friends and it isn't as if we need to get to know
each other, but can we take things a little slowly,
and just give ourselves a little time to adjust to
this new relationship between us?"
In a way, Kevin knew exactly and understood what Ellen
was saying and he agreed. Things needed to settle
down a bit before they could focus on building their
relationship and to make sure the foundation of their
bond was strong. It wasn't Ellen's fault that lately
he seemed to have the hormones of a 17 year-old boy
whenever she was physically close to him, as she was
now. Ellen was shocked to feel her body actually
quiver as Kevin looked at her with passion-filled eyes
but her breathing evened as she witnessed him reigning
in his emotions. She knew it wouldn't be long before
they were truly a couple in every sense of the word,
but she wanted only to be able to think of themselves
- Kevin and Ellen - when that moment comes and more
time was needed to get to that point. Seeing Kevin
nod his head in agreement, Ellen smiled and whispered,
"thank you" pulling his face to hers for a long
passionate kiss. They spent the rest of the evening
sitting and talking, kissing and holding each other,
hopeful of what the future had in store for them.